I'm back my dear minions and with loads of "art" and babbling to do!
I seriously have no idea where the time has gone...
Almost two months has passed since I last uploaded and boy has stuff happened! Some positive, but some negative.Let's throw shit out first!
It appears that I might not have a dad anymore. No I don't mean like, he died or like that. It's just that after I came "out of the closet" I haven't heard from him ^^"
The conversation went as following; Father
; [Insert something homophobic] Me
; Yeah, but I have a girlfriend too... Father&Stepbrother
; *Looking each other with shocked expression* Father
; *Awkward laughing* Well you should have. I mean, at your age you should have many friends
; No, I mean like I have a girlfriend as in someone I date, kiss and want to move in together... Like companion. Me&Father&Stepbrother
*Awkward quietness* Stepbrother
; .... Well I guess that is just... how things are now a days.
And then the conversation continued like nothing had happen. Dad even drove me to other side of the town and hugged for good bye.
I felt that everything went better than expected
Because I seriously thought that I would leave there with at least few bruises. Since he has told be several times how every queer, homo, lesbian, trans etc should be put to an island and shot.
So that things went this smoothly was pleasant surprise.
But then around month passed and I still haven't heard from him...
So I decided to call. With an excuse that I needed to know what my little stepbrother wanted for Christmas (he is like ten years old).
Father answered but the tone of his voice sounded like he was disappointed that I was still alive. I tried to talk to him cheery. Thinking that he might had been woken up or something. But it didn't change.
We ended the call without him asking which day I would visit him in Christmas, but he promised to call before x-mas ,when at least he would know what my little stepbrother would want.
Well~~ It's 3rd of January and no call. Not on Christmas or even at new years eve/day.
I guess the loss isn't big since we have never really been close, but I can't say that it doesn't hurt.
Just maybe need some time to accept this, cry and move on to the distant future~ It's his loss.
Then there was Christmas.
As my friends know, I don't really like Christmas. I have spent the past three alone, playing video games and eating good things. Then visited my family earliest at Boxing day.
But this Christmas I made an exception, 'cus I heard that my mom, stepfather and his sons would go to my stepfathers parents eat the Christmas dinner. I tagged along since I haven't seen my stepfathers side of family in ages.
Things went pretty smoothly on that side of Finland. We ate, everyone was nice and they included me in most of the conversation.
It wasn't till the end of Christmas eve when we were at the cottage that shit hit the fan.
Let's just sum it up: We got into an debate what was best way to keep wolfs out of property. Stepfather and his sons didn't consider other option than just plain killing them... I couldn't believe that was the only option the saw. I'm really passionate about animal protection and their rights (I even have wolf tattoo on my upper back/neck area)
so I might had taken it tad too personal.
It ended in them calling me hypocrite and how I only hid behind my believes when it was conventional to me. They didn't even want to listen to my opinions, alternative methods of how things could be handled without killing the animal or the facts.
Aaaand there is that fact that I was only sober one in the whole pack of five... Happy holidays with alcoholics BUT TO THE SUNNY THINGS!
20-22.12 I went to a "day in Stockholm" cruise with my friend
& my lovely girlfriend!
It was fun even thou spent around 100 euros on one geek store ^^"
- Tokyo godfather
- Battle Royale 1
- Ookami kodomo no Ame to Yuki
- Vocaloid themed artbook
- Paranoia agent box
- and bunch of little stuff~~
Totally worth it!
(I drank way too much on the second night, but let's not talk about that~~
New year was a blast!
I spent it with my friend playing wii games, eating good stuff and just relaxing.
I might not like Christmas and first of May too much, but I love new years eve! ^^
Even got to play Hyrule warriors for the first time!! I totally fell for Volga
When I get around of buying my own wii U I know what game I shall obtain first
Hmm.. what else what else...
OH! I might be moving this month! At last freedom from this wrenched place ;__;
Don't worry! You will be updated of the progress :3 (When I know more myself first :'D)
TO-DA-LOOOO people!! And thank you for reading and following!
Have an awesome 2015!